Sometimes people decide to leave for good. Irregardless of weather you like it or not, you have to let them go.
Its not as easy as it sounds but its fucking hard to swallow the truth that
Those whom you cant live without , can live without you.
Bottles spinning.
Heads rolling.
Im Working
& Your still Lying.
This is what they mean when they say Somethings Dont change right ?
got it .
bye.
Work is damn fun nowadays.
we usually slack 2 to 3 hours outside after work.
spending alot of time with bestfriend.
good to have times like this before school starts.
i needa find various routes to head to school. and compare timings.
cousin from india might be coming down to spore.
and i've got alot of shopping to do . but im on a really tight budget cause i needa pay for my laptop *which i alrd got*
i've happily put on weight and it sucks. pfft !
i gotta shed it somehow.
anyway, i miss raudha and maisyarah alot alot alot !
& my cousins, shivani and thahirah too!!!
i was just thinking yesterday of how much crazy good things we used to do in school.
from skipping school, classes and getting kicked out of class to copying homework. :D
i miss school =/
its only when you feel appreciated , you wouldnt mind going further.
Try hiding the truth and it may not be hidden.
& im not gonna lie about how happy i am right now !
hahaha.
not now now but today lah.
work was the best.
I DIDNT KNOW I HAVE BEEN SERVING MY _________ UNTIL THIS MINUTE.
me : EH GO ASK HIM FOR HIS NAME ! I THINK HE HAS A HOT SON NAME ____ .
A : he got daughter then i go lah. this one son right , go yourself.
MacD guy thinks i have an eye for him. but please lah , I DONT .
i go to buy ice cream , not see his stupid face lah.
im addicted to a song. and i cant wait till i get sick of it.
Look into my pupil and you'll see your footsteps.
To tell the truth .
To kill emotions.
To go to life's extend..
see, i hate it when i look this happy. my new poly ex-link picture is gonna look very similar to this.
Its at times when you sit alone in your room , listening to ur ipod , and the rest of the room is in silence ..
its just then that you'll start recalling all the best and worst moments in your life.
the different types of people who gave different impacts that moulded your life to what it is like now.
you want to regret some moments but , no use .
and some you want to relive. but its too late.
Moving on to the next stage of life is just not easy.
I mean , for me....making new friends is a whole you challenge.
changkat was a blessing in that case. I got to know sooo many people.
some good infront and a big act behind. some totally fake. some so sincere. some so naive.
but of all those people i've met , there are a handful who just stick by you thru thick and thin.
its the best feeling to feel wanted by your bestfriend(s) and i've been given that feeling.and i'm very thankful for that.
i miss them now.
and they are really the diamonds out of the stones. the best i could ask for *they know who they are* :D
Memories.
they just never fade , if they ever meant something to you.
i always hated saying what i felt like on the inside. but sometimes its better to say than to swallow and suffer later.
Afew things i realllyyyy enjoyed doing in school .
well , time flies. i completed four years of education in a place i thought i'll hate.
and now moving on to a place im gonna be lost in all over again.
i had a short conversation with shivani the other day.
it felt rather odd but i think we're basically trying to maintain our friendship.
and she was indeed one of the bestest company you'll want to have in school.
a sleeping companion.
a crapping companion.
a slap-able friend.
and the one who give the most reasonable advice just when you need it.
i had sooo much of fun with her in the past 4 years.
now , i just feel like sharing one of the random conversation we had long ago.
me: i want to get a bike lah. i think its damn cool to see a girl on a bike.
she: i knoww !! i want to get one too !!! my dad said okay alrd.
me: damn it , my mum said no long ago .
she: dont worry . one day , when i get my bike and my liscence. i'll call you and say "shazee, get ready in half an hour we'll go shopping. i'll pick you up"
daaaamn idiotic. who knows , one day this just might happen.
if we hold back now , do i get to hold it forever ?
